TOP 13!

1. DEXTER 

About a guy named Dexter who kills people that kills people. It's full of surprises,
expect the unexpected! I love Michael C. Hall<3

2. HIMYM

About Ted Mosby and his journey towards finding the love of his life.
Told in a flashback way where old Ted is telling his children how he met their mother.
It reminds us a bit of "Friends" but it still is unique.
Legen-waitforit-dary, legendary!

3.REVENGE 

This didn't interest me at first and I only gave it a try because I was in love with Connor Paolo, the guy who played Declan Porter (or we might just say plays, this tv series is still going on). What can I say? It's epic! The season finale
successfully torn my heart apart and it made me cry:'(

4. FRIENDS 

I don't think there's any explanation needed.

5. TBBT

I was very attracted to Jim Parsons (who plays Sheldon Cooper) so I searched a little about this sitcom. Then, my older sissy started watching it and so did I. Well it's not as funny as Friends or HIMYM but it still makes you laugh, the characters are amazing, especially Sheldon<3

6. LAW & ORDER THE ORIGINAL

Out of the three Law and Order, this one is my favorite. At first I thought "this had to be the worst out of them all" but I was wrong. I just love all the characters and how they take the bad guys down!

7. LAW & ORDER CRIMINAL INTENT

"In New York City's war on crime, the worst criminal offenders are pursued by the detectives of the Major Case Squad. These are their stories."  haha, I just sorta love saying that. Well, Detective Goran and Detective Eames are just the perfect partner to solve all the mysteries.

8. LAW & ORDER SVU 

This was my favorite for awhile, because it was mom's favorite so it was mine too. But then I started watching the other two law & orders and what can I say? This is now my least favorite.

9. RUNNING MAN 

I'm not really in to Korean stuffs and all but this show can sure make me laugh. I must say I love Gwang Soo, even though he's annoying sometimes he manages to be the funniest among all.

10. BURN NOTICE

I don't follow every episode but if it's on, I'd watch it.

11. THE SIMPSONS

I don't think I need to explain this one. Oh and also Family Guy's kind of funny but it's not in the list since, well, I don't watch it that much, especially when compared to The Simpsons.

12. GREY'S ANATOMY

Well, some of the characters in the picture above are gone and/or replaced. I love when they do surgeries and rescuing more than watching their own personal lives.

13. THE WALKING DEAD

Just started watching this a few days ago, it was epic. But this wouldn't be my choice for a relaxing and peaceful time (like, Dexter is any better strid-_-) it's a little way too stressing. You know with all the thrills and zombies haha. I think I might start following this series. 

That's my top 13 tv series for now, sometimes it changes, if the story plots start to rot I'd just stop watching them. Other than this I like Psych, C.S.I, Cold Case, etc.

Good bye!:*

Serious Thoughts About Life

Last night, as usual, I had that moment of evaluating life (before I went to bed). This usually happens for quite a long time, and last night was no exception.

When I check out other people's blogs, I usually skip this kind of post since I don't find it that interesting to read other people's thoughts about some particular things, unless if it's formed in a delightful way or if it's written by people I am interested in. Let me remind you, this is going to be a long post.

I admit, I always try my best not to make any posts boring, but not this time.

These were the things I thought about last night (perhaps also other nights I spent wondering)

1. GOD

I found myself questioning a lot about God. I must admit, and I am not proud of this; quite awhile ago, I had this breakdown caused by this sudden doubts over the existence of God. It made me cry, I couldn't talk to anyone about it because first; I was scared, 'what if I don't like what I hear?'. Second, who was I supposed to talk to? My parents? I was afraid they would just look at me in disbelieve. My sisters? Sure I go to them to talk about friends issues, bad grades, etc. but this was different, I just couldn't imagine going near them and starts asking about God's existence. I thought about talking to Ustad Edi, but I didn't have the courage to. Third, a part of me felt ashamed. My family is quite a religious family, once I asked about why we had to wear hijab so early (it's not that I don't like wearing it, was just curious) and my parents both looked at me and said "Why are you questioning about this? Your sisters never did" I know that they only meant well, not that they're being closed minded or anything, they just thought there's no reason to talk about it anymore, especially the fact that wearing hijab has done nothing but joy to my life. So, back to the topic, I was ashamed to question about it, I have not been that good of a Muslim and that might just be why I even had those questions in my mind. I went online, I searched a little, found somethings that pleased me and my mind, but it still wasn't enough. So that day, after a long confusion, I prayed. I prayed to the God I know, the only God, Allah SWT. I felt that peace in me, and that made it clear to me of why I never questioned any of it before. I felt close to something that even though I can not see, I can feel, and that is enough for me to love The Almighty, the One who has taken care of me, the One so loving and merciful. But even so, I still sometimes question a little about it, and maybe it's okay, you know, we were created by God with brains to think with and being a bit nosy sometimes might even bring us closer to our creator:)

2. FUTURE

This is simple, wondering about what I will be doing in a few years, who I'm going to meet, who I'm going to marry, how many kids will I have, well maybe I shouldn't be thinking that far just yet, but planning things isn't a bad thing right? I want to be a doctor, a surgeon to be exact. It may seem early to be sure about it but, I know what I want, maybe for now, maybe for forever. I might change heart later but I don't know, this is not like those times I wanted to become a chef or an actress (yes, I once wanted to become one), being a doctor, not only is it a good thing, it is what daddy wants me to be, and it is what I also want. But, then again I found myself interested in being a news anchor. News Anchor always have that aura of intelligence and not to forget, you get to appear on TV! :p

3. DESTINY

I got a little problem last night with this guy, lets not talk about this though. It made me think about troubles and struggles in life. About destiny. Some people are very lucky and some are not, but it depends on that person too. I do believe that even poor people, must have something that they can brag to all the rich people. If we think about it, for people who doesn't have that much money, a simple thing might just make their day, for example, eating somewhere like Pizza Hut. It's a total treat! Yet for rich people, those things does not please them that much anymore, yes it might make them full and happy for a moment but then again, it's nothing out of the ordinary. But also for poor people, they don't get that many chance to treat themselves while the rich gets to enjoy it anytime that it's not that special anymore. Yes, I wan't to be rich and I will be rich in the future (aamiin). I do hope that when I make it, I won't forget the people who started out not as lucky as me, and I can help them then.

Okay so those were the things I wanted to share, thank you for whoever read this wherever you are. I hope I may have inspired you in any ways or maybe open up your mind.

Good bye:)

New Celebrity Crush

Owhh Ezra you're so fine, you're so fine you blew my mind hey Ezra hey hey hey Ezra~

Okay, his name is Ezra Miller and he is......... ergh just so good looking it hurts!

I first saw him in a movie called City Island (thank you Hauri for lending me your flashdisk and 

'introducing' me to this beautiful creature) and I just couldn't help but to think "Gosh who is this guy?:x"

 Dat eyes, dat jaw line, dat smile, dat nose, dat everything!

Curse you and your perfect face Ezra, curse you.......

Stole it from the internet

Gua sadar blog gua nanggung bgt, isinya gada info yg berguna/mengenai hobi (interests) gua, tapi juga cerita2 keseharian gua nya itu garing dan random. Biasanya blog orang keren karena kreatifnya posts mereka atau mantapnya cerita-cerita yang mereka share, apa lagi yang berani frontal tentang siapa/apa yang mereka maksud dari posts mereka, sayangnya gua bukan tipe yang suka frontal di blog dan itu mungkin alasannya kenapa tiap gua lagi baca-baca posts sendiri tuh gua ngerasa ko asaan hambar banget ya... Orang macam apa yang bakal tertarik?

Maka dari itu gue pengen kaya blog-blog lain (rata-rata blog cewek yang sering gua fudulin hehe._.v). Mereka suka posting pretty pictures kalau gak photo mereka sendiri ya yang dari internet. Yaudah karena belakangan gua suka liat-liat pinterest.com gua pun mulai nge save images yang gua suka deh, ini gua share ya dan gak ada satupun yang bikinan gue, maaf kalo kesannya sok deep.

Udah ah mau share photos aja ngomongnya banyak banget. Nih:

ini favorite gua<3

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